In a corner, hiding
Going into the center of my being
Why is it broken?
Wishing it would stop
The sadness, the lonliness
Until I am nothing
Sometimes I wonder:
Why do people hurt me?
Why do they want to watch me bleed?
I can not give answer
Maybe it was meant to be this way.
Invisible to the world that hurts
I wish I was
I pretend that everything's fine
That I'm not broken
That's all I ever do
Is what I dream of
Everyday is a struggle
To live in this world
This world I've made for myself
A world of gray
Because I can't face down my own hate
Stop the shattering
The knives, the words
Fill the world with beautiful chords
That will reach into the darkest depths
Find the lost
And never fade away
But fade all that fades us within